Gina: Day 12

I'm exhausted.  I'm supposed to meet people at a park in 10 min, but I don't want to go.  I'm going, but we'll be late.  C needs the interaction.  He's been begging for other kids.  Every park we went to (except Monday) was pretty much a ghost town. 

The Book Club killed me.  I was so tired after cleaning and cooking 85 meatballs (no exaggeration).  Clean up was quick but the peeps didn't leave until after 10 pm.  I was ready for them to leave at 9:30.  Anyhoo, I was pooped.  I overslept this a.m. til 8:20 am.  When I went to get C he was so dejected looking.  He must have been calling for me and decided I wasn't here.  He's over it now.  In fact he's in his Super Why costume (daddy's purchase for guys night out last night). 

So needless to say I've only managed to pack for C this morning.

Will add as day goes.  Not looking promising.  I'll probably overeat to keep from crashing, but I'll try not to do it.

Park was a bit of a bust.  Colin has 2 goose eggs on his temples and 2 skinned knees.  These arrived during 2 different tantrums where he was running away from me.  So frustrating.  He also poured goldfish all over himself (and my car) while I was changing his clothes out of his swim trunks.  I was so beside myself.  When we got home, I actually told him I needed for him to stop talking to me.  I just needed a few minutes alone (which resulted when he went to the basement, played w/my bike and ended up w/grease ALL OVER his hands. 

Food:

Breakfast: 410 calories
Cereal

Lunch: 570 calories
sandwich
some pasta (a very small amount)

Dinner:
McDonald's: 5 chicken nuggets- 270 cals--1/2 a large fry probably--195 cals
small sangria at the Dankel's-200 cals??
Exercise:
Nothing.  I feel like crap. My sinuses are hurting, my nose is stuffy.  I'm hopeful I will get my Kenpo in.  But I really want a nap.

General/Emotional:
see feeling crappy

Spiritual:
I plea the 5th (bad 24 hours overall)