Deb: Thursday

I've been seriously slacking on my updates!

Boot Camp
It has been a hard week.  High intensity and high impact.  We did a lot on balance today which is good because my balance is AWFUL!  Tomorrow we run a mile... can't remember the last time I ran a mile.  I'm not so concerned about how long it takes me to run, moreso that I RUN the whole way and not walk.  But we'll see.

Next week I start going 3 days a week instead of 5... which is probably a good thing as my body is really weary!

Food
Breakfast:  Nutrigrain bar before boot camp, cran-orange muffin after, chai tea latte.
Lunch:  Banana sandwich... see earlier post.  But then I snacked the afternoon away... pretzel m&ms, chips and queso... I couldn't stop eating!
Dinner:  Italian beef sandwiches, mac and cheese  (Josh didn't get home until almost 7:30pm... what's a girl to do?)

General
Mad at Josh for being emotionally absent this week - I'm sure some of this has to do with handling grief differently than me and being consumed with work right now but it has left me feeling very alone in dealing with everything.  Then he had the nerve to say I was in a 'funk' today.  I'll show you a funk.  Haven't talked in out yet because I am enjoying being passive-aggressive and trying to get him to actually ask me what is wrong.  Fat chance.

Did I mention that I am NOT looking forward to running a mile tomorrow?
I hope you had fun tonight!!!